Where Have I Gone?

I have gone from insane to not-so-insane and then back again. I know. You don’t understand me. Again. That’s okay.

Time and time again, I update my Twitter account with the happenings in my life mostly for my own satisfaction: to remember that I’m human and so on and so forth.

So now, the latest Tweet I’ve posted is that of recovery. I now begin this intricate inquiry to myself. Have I really recovered?

Okay, screw that. It’s a boring question. I now acknowledge that I do sound a little obnoxious. Okay, more than a little obnoxious.

Why haven’t I written for soo long? I could just hear my beloved blog passionately asking that mysterious question.

Well, I haven’t been living the life. But I have been living through hell. What’s this recovery and hell I’m talking about?

I didn’t pass Pharmacology. 🙁

You know how much I’ve been battling to pass that subject. But all my efforts weren’t enough, apparently.

I did a couple of ‘stupid stuff’– including taking sad photos of myself from Room 208 (I’ll never forget that place. Hahah.)- which are posted either below or above this entry, I’m not sure, I don’t seem to have a vivid sense of direction at this time.

Anyhow, through that terrible, heartbreaking, painstaking, going-away-from-home experience, I soon found comfort from the love and concern of my family and friends. That was no joke all right. Although I still think I am such a joke and I am so funny I wanna cry. Emoooo!

Whereto Next: Davao!

I’ll be going to Davao this weekend and I’m gonna spend two weeks there with the mentally challenged (don’t tell me I can’t relate) people of Davao as their innocent student nurse of all times. I think it’s quite exciting, exotic. But I still have to wonder and worry about other stuff like, say, for example, money. Hahah.

Anyhoo, the love life thing is getting way out of hand. It’s now more than complicated and I myself can’t even answer why.

My friends, we have a lot of questions in this life. But what do we have to do answer those queries traveling through the vast crevices of our genius heads? The answer, my friends, is change!

I am so freakin’ original. Well, I like Obama. He used to be my crush until I found out he was president of America. That’s when I realized our worlds are totally apart.

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